Thursday, October 29, 2015

Homesick

You make me homesick 
for a home I've never seen. 
When can I come home? 

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Boy

Snips and snails and puppy dog tails,
They tell me these things make a boy.
But what about mud, and frogs in his pocket,
And painting his face with pure joy? 
I have known sugar, I have seen spice,
Girls are so sweet and genteel.
But I am excited to see what boys bring,
Besides just a stick and a reel. 

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Castle on a Cloud

Kingly advances,
A princely love ransomed
King me- no queen me-
Lay hold of my passions.
No time for a jester,
No room for a court
No water, no drawbridge,
No moat for this fort. 
Just king of my heart,
And me, queen of his,
Surrounded by walls
As strong as love is.

Home Again

Let me build a home out of this house, 
each window, 
every wall, 
a testament to our love. 
Let me shut the gate, 
leave the wolves howling for blood in the dark. 
Let me find the warmth in your skin against mine, 
let me heat myself with your smile. 
Hold out your hands and let me 
pour out my love.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Back to the Future

Let us go back to when we had a future, 
a version of us clean and new.
Remember those days when our best days were waiting, 
and I was just waiting with you.
Sometimes this world leaves us weary and beaten, 
some days: they bring only age. 
But let us recall all our happiest days, 
let history turn back its page.
Some days my hover board barely can hover-
my self lacing shoes are too tight-
but I can remember a simpler time
when just being with you made things right. 
So let us return to our younger personas, 
unwrinkled and without a care.
We were so young then, our lives still before us, 
and darling, you had all your hair. 

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

The Pregnant Paradox

Sick to my stomach,
the thought of food makes me heave.
I am so hungry.

Monday, October 19, 2015

A Sinner's Hymn

I am unworthy 
of this love,
and that 
is what makes it 
so beautiful. 
I have not- 
could not- 
earn it,
So I will not- 
could not- 


lose it. 

Selfie

After all these negatives exposed, 
every image frozen, 
edited, 
revised and revisited, 
I still don't know 
how to invent a camera 
that takes a picture of 
what should be, 
rather than what is.  

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Childhood Revisited

Some moments burn 
into memory deep,
more of a tattoo 
than stamp.
Some images still refuse 
to just fade,
they've set up a 
permanent camp.
Sometimes those words that you heard 
so distinctly
echo back,
still just as clear.
Some days you relive each second 
so treasure
the ghosts of them, 
year after year. 

Friday, October 16, 2015

The Ladder

I promise, darling, 
it will 
always, 
only 
be you. 
You have built a ladder 
to my heart, 
and as you climb 
you break 
every 
rung 
beneath your feet. 

Monday, October 12, 2015

Some Nights

Some nights the wind sounds 
just like the rain, 
or is it 
the rain sounds like wind?
Sometimes the story ends 
"happily ever"
and sometimes 
that's where it begins. 
Sometimes the winter-
it follows the autumn, 
some years 
it just precedes spring.
Sometimes the music lends 
tempo to lyrics,
some nights 
you forget how to sing. 












Friday, October 9, 2015

Eclipse

Love me like 
the sun loves 
the moon. 
No matter the distance, 
the whole world between us,
know that I will shine 
for you. 
The darkest night will never 
overpower us. 

Thursday, October 8, 2015

Behold

You become what you behold;
Behold my love for you.
Beauty is in your own eye, 
beholding me so true. 

Choose

Choose joy. 
Stop breaking your own heart. 
These wounds, so fresh and bloody now,
won't even stay to mar your smooth skin 
next month. 
Choose light. 
Quit hiding in the darkness. 
This fear, though it steals your breath 
and shakes your hand, 
will not overcome you. 
Choose peace. 
Stop worrying about tomorrow's possibilities. 
What if? 
What if?
What if you stopped and chose joy?

Monday, October 5, 2015

Paperless Promises

Paper thin promise,
missing even the paper.
My soul still responds.

Friday, October 2, 2015

And

And I would tear myself apart,
piece by broken piece, 
just to offer you the things you think- 
mistakenly- 
that you are missing. 

And I would smile 
all the while 
knowing that each sliver 
of me you take 
will become a part of you forever. 

And you will love 
whatever it is 
that remains of me 
with your new and 
perfect heart. 

Thursday, October 1, 2015

Midnight Visits

Sometimes a ghost is the friendliest face 
you can see by the light of the moon. 
Midnight alight with the grace in ghost's sway, 
filling and cheering the room. 
Reflection in mirror and pond not alone, 
instead of one face you see two. 
The ghost comes to visit, to while away time, 
you know that he's coming for you.