Thursday, December 19, 2019

The Poet


I stood next to her 
at a poetry reading 
that we both arrived to 
too early, 
our shoulders grazing 
as we swayed. 
Green hair hallelujah 
and a face full of 
metal constellations, 
she told me that 
her little brother cried 
the day she left, 
made her promise to 
come back and 
create something new 
together. 
We traded names of poets 
like baseball cards, 
like speaking their lines 
would conjure them 
into our midst. 


Tuesday, December 17, 2019

There is No Loss

There is no loss 
without love, 
my friend, 
no depth 
without great heights,
There is no heartache 
without joy,
no darkness 
without light.
The warm of summer 
only comes
when first there comes 
the cold,
and anyone who’s 
ever lived
was young first, 
then grew old.  
There is no death 
without life, 
my friend,
though grave will 
swallow all,
so live your life 
with love each day,
as long as death 
may stall. 

Friday, December 13, 2019

Omi’s #1

What a gift you gave,
This, a legacy of love
All of us, from you. 

Saturday, December 7, 2019

If Blue is Love

They told us
the sky is blue, 
but you insisted 
it is green- 
painted 
verdant horizons 
across 
blank canvas, 
let sunshine 
spill directly 
into forests.

Thursday, November 28, 2019

Gratitude

I am so thankful
for all you have given me.
I am truly blessed.

Wednesday, November 27, 2019

Tuesday, November 26, 2019

Less the Truth

We can not control 
how others see us, 
any more than we map 
the wind’s direction, 
or tell the tide where 
to kiss the shore.
The truth is, 
everything I have done,
every 
single 
thing,
I have done for love. 
Each act, 
a love note in a bottle. 
I’m sorry if the message 
didn’t make its way to you. 
That doesn’t make it 
any less the truth. 

Ghosts of Christmas Past

You are here-
in the sandpaper 
sitting in the back 
of my mouth;
the boulder, 
silent in my 
stomach. 
The hair 
on my neck 
raises to greet you, 
the black of 
my eyelids 
paint your portrait.
Nobody else 
can see you, 
I know,
as they 
laugh along 
with the track, 
push carts 
through crowded 
aisles, 
plan menus 
filled with 
favorites 
you will never 
eat, 
unbothered by 
your shadow. 
I am the only one.
I wish 
that made you 
less than real 
to me.

Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Ho-Ho-Home Alone

You are gone, Love, but
I will find joy where I can:
The tree glows brightly.

Monday, November 11, 2019

Pineapple

It has always been 
this way:
Me, 
pining for
You, 
the apple 
of my eye;
so sweet 
and bright
under such a 
prickly 
exterior.
The knife slips
and paints 
primary colors 
across 
the kitchen 
counter. 

Saturday, November 9, 2019

This

It’s strange, 
isn’t it?
This love, 
that won’t speak its 
name? 
This feeling, 
so much more 
than any word we have 
for it. 
This, 
so magical, 
and so curiously 
mundane. 

Friday, November 8, 2019

Ablaze

Reach for me, darling,
and I will be there,
soft and warm beside you.
Press your body to mine,
beloved,
let me share your burden.
Was I not made for this?
Fold yourself around me,
we will set the night ablaze
and chase even the darkest
skies away.

Thursday, October 31, 2019

Boo Haiku

The scariest thing
I could ever imagine?
My life without you.

Wednesday, October 30, 2019

Gone

You left 
too soon, 
as if 
we were 
a party 
you  
stopped at 
only briefly 
before 
heading out 
to the evening’s 
real event. 
We keep 
searching 
for your face 
among those 
still here, 
turning 
at your 
phantom touch, 
hearing 
your voice 
call 
our names 
from across 
the room. 
Why 
do they keep 
dancing? 
Don’t they 
know 
you’re gone? 

Monday, October 28, 2019

Objects in Mirror

You 
read 
my mood 
in the 
beats 
between 
breaths- 
and I 
still 
study 
sentences 
for the 
message 
tucked 
between 
each 
consonant. 
How can 
you 
be 
so close 
and 
so far 
away? 

Thursday, October 24, 2019

Gratitude

How much 
there is 
to be 
grateful for, 

Love

how lucky 
we are 
to live 
this life 

Together. 

Saturday, October 12, 2019

Missing You Makes Me Sick

My head is pounding,
my stomach twisted in knots,
come and cure me, Love.

Sunday, September 29, 2019

Hello

I can’t say goodbye 
anymore, my darling. Here 
is my last hello. 

Saturday, September 28, 2019

North

How can I be lost? 
My compass, always due north, 
pointing straight to you.

Footprints

I am not good 
at saying goodbye. 
My hands clasp tight 
when they should 
gently loosen, 
and I think I can 
blame you for this, Love. 
How terrifying it would be, 
to live in a world 
without your shadow 
next to mine- 
how utterly bewildering, 
to find a path 
without your footprints. 

Monday, September 23, 2019

The Art of Losing You

I’m so glad I knew you-
Even after you left, Love.
You were worth the pain.

Saturday, September 14, 2019

Happy Birthday Haiku

It is clear to me:
Some loves you never outgrow,
some things never change. 

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

Stronger

You have always been
so much stronger than me, Love.
So firm in resolve.

Aftermath

Sure, the smoke has cleared,
ash has been swept away, but
nothing is the same.

Tuesday, September 10, 2019

Unbated

Unbate my breath, love, 
release me, 

I beg you;
renege your vow to 

resist me, 
arrest you.

I’ll rest when you hold me,  
behold me, 

beloved. 
Allow me to see you, 

the best view,
uncovered. 

Friday, September 6, 2019

Still There

They tell me 
it’s possible, 
probable even, 
that the stars 
in the sky 
have long since 
died. 
Burned 
so brightly 
for so 
long, 
and then 
vanished, 
leaving behind 
only 
a gaping 
hole 
and the 
light, 
already 
on its way 
to us. 
But how can 
something 
that is 
no longer 
there, 
still be so 
achingly 
beautiful? 
I throw my 
wishes 
to an empty 
sky, 
and pray 
that you are 
still there.

Thursday, September 5, 2019

Empty

The armchair sits
-still empty-
next to the bookcase
-still empty-
and the 
mug
-too quickly growing cold-
and I miss you. 
You and 
-your warmth- 
your presence 
-still lingers- 
your voice is 
all I hear. 

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

Man in the Moon

Undeniable:
I am still the ocean, Love,
You are still the moon.

Sunday, August 25, 2019

Love, Them

Assume the best of people, 
champion the underdog, 
love.
Without reservations.
Even when
the rush hour horns 
are the only music you hear,
when those closest to you 
are also the farthest away,
and the news screams of 
heartache and darkness.
It is still true, my darling. 
People will surprise you 
if you give them the chance. 

Saturday, July 6, 2019

Yours

Every sunset and
every single sunrise too.
Every tomorrow.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Gone Haiku

Dear one, you are gone.
What’s the point of writing now?
No one will read this.

Monday, July 1, 2019

Again

Do not just love me, beloved.
Choose me.
Again
Again
and over again.

Hear my voice, love
take a step,
though you have grown
so weary.

Choose me.

Saturday, June 29, 2019

Cool

Daisy said it best:
You always look so cool. Yet
summer never ends. 

Thursday, June 27, 2019

Rooftop

It is no rooftop,
but I knew you would begin...
and not complete it. 

Tuesday, June 25, 2019

Cross My Heart

I can promise you:
This isn’t a love that ends.
I will find you soon.  

Ever After

They spoonfeed us 
The Story:
easy love, 
small obstacles, 
happiness
ever after

and yet. 

There are moments 
that love 
does not come easily, 
days 
that I 
do not understand 
your heart, 
when my hand 
hangs 
cold and lonely 
without yours. 
So I will be patient, 
and kind, 
and I will not keep counting 
your flaws. 
And if that is all I know 
of love, 
Well, maybe that 
will be 
enough. 

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Rebound

I know your bed won’t stay empty forever- 
Your pillow will hold a new head
Truth? Yeah it hurts that you moved on so quickly ,
When I still am grieving the dead. 

Friday, June 21, 2019

Summer Solstice

It feels the same, though:
the longest day of the year.
Each day is too long.

Untitled

Your ghost stays with me:
each story that I hear, Love,
every song I sing.

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

54941

This 
is my happy place:
my leafy canopy,
lazy waves,
bird trills and
sunpink skin.
There are no car alarms 
here:
no sirens,
no screams, 
no sorrow.
I coax my hair 
out of pretzel knots
and breathe.
And breathe.
And 
brea
-the.