Tuesday, April 28, 2020

I Know

I know your voice 
like I know my 
own heartbeat:
I sway to it, 
aimlessly dance.
I know the weight 
of your hand on 
my shoulder, 
the peace it brings
isn’t just chance. 
I know the lines 
on your eyes
when they twinkle, 
the wrinkle that centers
your brow.
I know the world 
makes more sense
when I’m with you, 
I wish I was 
with you right now. 

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Friday, April 17, 2020

Three Trees

My children play 
in the shadow of 
three trees, 
taken from 
the same land 
my grandfather 
called home. 
They are rooted
deep, here, 
in the home 
that did not
want them, 
that never meant 
to feed them 
from its own 
black earth. 
Returning 
could only 
mean death 
to them now,
limbs pruned back 
and roots shaken
free of dirt, 
but they cannot 
belong here either, 
no matter 
how long their 
shadows 
are painted 
across the 
water. 

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Fortune Cookie Fate

It remains, my love,
the red thread, binding us all.
It will never break.

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Bagworms

Today,
I tried to
write a poem
about bagworms:
about being small
and scared
and limited,
and someday
learning to fly,
maybe,
or perhaps
about wrapping
myself
in a green tree
and holding on
for dear life,
or maybe
the poem was about
how alone
we are
insignificant,
but together
we can topple
entire forests...

maybe the poem
was just about
bagworms.
Maybe someday
I’ll finish it.

Friday, April 3, 2020

There is No

There is no 

love 
without 
grief, 
my darling. 
How can 
you say 
you have 

loved 
if your heart 
has not 
broken, 
once, 
twice, 
a hundred times? 

Loving 
anything means 
opening yourself 
up to be 
hurt 
by it, 
but without the 
pain, 
how would 
we know 
that the 

love 
was true? 
I am still 
grieving you, 
even on days that 
I wake 
to find a 
smile tucked 
into my cheeks. 

Wednesday, April 1, 2020

Haibun #1

The road, once mine entirely, is shared now with too many. Flowers I do not have names for paint the hills, are pressed to mud as we are forced off the path. Bees work quickly, visiting each bloom left standing before the mowers come. Already they are preparing for winter, for the death of spring and the coming chill. 

We will learn this, too:
the art of busyness and 
being well-prepared.