Perhaps crying is holy-
each tear,
a prayer,
a benediction,
a quiet plea
for only you
to hear.
It is enough,
that I have lived
this small life.
I have not
been given trophies,
but I have
held a child’s hand.
My name is known
to so very few,
but it is always spoken
with a smile.
It is enough
that I have
fed a neighbor,
comforted a friend,
mourned a mentor.
This is enough.
You,
hurt,
helpless,
all alone
and me,
a thousand miles
away and
unable
to reach you.
This
is my greatest
fear.
A cicada flew in,
through the door
I opened
to wave goodbye
to you,
bouncing
off of walls and
staircase spindles.
He disappeared,
my darling
(I assume it was
a he,
only something
male
could be
so forceful
and so
unwanted).
I have always
been faithful
to you-
the experience
against which
everything else
has been measured.
Proof of my
constancy:
all of my poems
are about you,
even when
they appear
not to be.
Poetry
demands
both sound
and silence.
Silence-
not the
absence
of sound,
but the
meaning
of sound
given space
to resound.